a river runs through it

to expand on what i said the other day

Backward, turn backward, O Time, in your flight,
Make me a child again just for tonight

fields-of-examples


The clouds that gather round the setting sun
Do take a sober colouring from an eye
That hath kept watch o'er man's mortality;
Another race hath been, and other palms are won.
Thanks to the human heart by which we live,
Thanks to its tenderness, its joys, and fears,
To me the meanest flower that blows can give
Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears

whats with the issues


The clouds that gather round the setting sun
Do take a sober colouring from an eye
That hath kept watch o'er man's mortality;
Another race hath been, and other palms are won.
Thanks to the human heart by which we live,
Thanks to its tenderness, its joys, and fears,
To me the meanest flower that blows can give
Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears


i don't know what it was about today, i was about to just break the whole time. stupid tears. could have been one of my families just had a baby and are moving away. even if my companion has disappeared from the face of the earth for a month. i'll do my best to see them before wednesday.somehow? either way they are just a great family the daughters are just funny and i still feel bad for the husband. its a guy thing to be trapped in a house with 4 woman. it'll be the start of a very crazy time if or when my wife gives birth to a girl. absolute craziness.

all in all i'm just out of it. i'm just exhausted and i'm fighting to keep awake. i just wish to leave these 5 years of isolation alone. so that the memories that lie ahead for me can begin. that i can hear gods words that are surrounded around me. under rocks, over the mountains, between the trees, through the rivers, and in the light of the sun.