when i grow up i'll have this much fun

my aunt was in the paper today she is now the assistant manager of security service credit union

My Aunt Star

my cousin Renee is going through a separation from her husband and she won't respond to any back to me.

i am tired and soar. I'm tired of being alone, i know I've told myself this a million times in 5 years but i can't help it today it makes me feel like this




the topic at work tonight was marriage and how it is not a "goal" in life. I absolutely love when you know the lord and the spirit is guiding you. just because before i went to work i read this talk by Elder Eying
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Elder Eyring

"Happiness in family life is most likely to be achieved when founded upon the teachings of the Lord Jesus Christ."

the point that got to me the most was when the antagonist in the conversation at work said that his wife is a church goer and he isn't but no matter he was better than any church goer she could ever meet. that statement ended my listening and interacting in the conversation.

And the first fruits of repentance is baptism; and baptism cometh by faith unto the fulfilling the commandments; and the fulfilling the commandments bringeth remission of sins;
And the remission of sins bringeth meekness, and lowliness of heart; and because of meekness and lowliness of heart cometh the visitation of the Holy Ghost, which Comforter filleth with hope and perfect love, which love endureth by diligence unto prayer, until the end shall come, when all the saints shall dwell with God. [Moroni 8:25­,26]

(Romans 13:11). That is, "We have made some progress along the straight and narrow path. We are going forward, and if we continue in that direction, eternal life will be our everlasting reward."

i just want my selfish reassurance that my beliefs are true in a tangible form. you are selfish. get it together man.