its tough standing up for what you believe. its tough to do the right thing. its tough to sacrifice for others.
so i laid into O'Brien today, ive yelled at others but today was more than yelling, i had to leave for hours to feel better. to reflect on my emotions and make sure no hatred was in my heart. i stared out at this for hours
doing what is right is hard, i really think for the first time that this guy should really get demoted. i think that will make him realize all that he is taking for granted. THE GUY SKIPPED WORK TO PLAY SOFTBALL! and lied to my everyone about it.
yesterday i bore my testimony and gave away another book of Mormon away to someone leaving here. i helped him back away his belongings and drove him to his car, i know that Jesus Christ is alive and wants you to be happy. he got administrative separated because he couldn't hang in the marines. i marked his BOM. even though i was tired and my legs hurt from running on a bum leg. i'm glad the last thing he saw of this place he hated so much was positive, and that he could hear something truthful about the lords plan
i am happy to have my friend amber.
real life can always use a good stretch
but that don't change the things we did
cause the truest thing was the life that we lived
More than one kind of pain more than one kind of theft
and its bitter as the night sweet Jesus wept
