i asked the question

who wants to know me. all you have to do is ask. and i'll let you know.
i'm doing this for me.

i was getting ready to be a threat
i was getting set for my accidental suicide
the kind where no one dies, no one looks too surprised
and then you, then you realize that you're riding on the para-success
of a heavy-handed metaphor
and a feeling like you've been here before

cause you've been here before

this morning was absolutely horrible. i was about seconds away from yelling or punching through a wall.
then it sort of got better or just random and confusing. i was unofficially or some how asked to take a job here. where in 1 or 2 years i'll be making around 48,000 to 65,000 dollars a year.