every crush and teenaged kicks

sometimes i hope for better things in life, even if i dont deserve them. maybe i wish to break every human instinct and fly away from the boundaries of being real. so i could escape every angst and vice alike. this search for happiness is written everywhere. if you listen real hard you can hear the words come from under rocks and behind trees. very seldom is it ever in peoples voices. whenever it is though, your heart will be full. whenever they say your name, or even when they just smile. a flood of water forms behind your eyes. hoping to escape. with the slightest touch or eye contact. the soul starts to rise and levitate. maybe i just wish i could leave with you. in this searching for the words of happiness i put to much hope into your own words. this hope that you could help me fly on broken wings is not such a great idea.