sweet confusion

I'm not gay but Elton John is FGGT that can write some epic songs

Simon and Garfunkel too i don't think Garfunkel's femme though?

either way this is about being confused. not gay but just love in general and how it never ever makes sense. how i don't ask for anything at all don't expect anything. then things appear that they are turning my way on all fronts. pursued, appreciated, and connections made. still nothing is enough. what I'm receiving is confusing with all the mixed signals i keep getting from more than one girl at a time. all the same. True I'm not looking for a relationship. i love the friendship and small amounts of companionship. but for once i would like to feel wanted. it has been years.