another day i grow tired of

Tell me lies later, come and see me
I'll be around for a while.
I am lonely but you can free me
All in the way that you smile
Tell me why, tell me why

Is it hard to make arrangements with yourself,
When your old enough to repay but young enough to sell?

i am tired. i am bored often. i am dead tired one minute and full of energy the next. i feel like everything is in disarray. so i'm just gonna go away. and not be around as much.