know thy self

after being burnt out all night and morning i have nothing to do for the next 4 days. as i start to get upset over not having anything to do, having limited friends or anyone to hang out with. i start to think more about myself and realize how little i care about doing anything with the guys i do know. mostly because i don't want to be doing what they do 85% of the time. after spending months of non stop work it feels like i'm drained out. so all i want to do is lay down and do nothing. If anything at least i know i can convince myself not to be depressed. so i've made a pledge to relax all day and watch football on my butt. besides its almost fall, its my favorite time of the year