devil went down to the dirty

a real long post i've been typing for a week on here about this past month of october. i can't seem to finish it. today is my last day in sotuh carolina. i'm leaving tomorrow morning. i was asked yesterday if i was excited to return home from serving in the military. without actually thinking about the question. i responded with out a doubt, "no." I am excited to leave here. No matter the kindness people have shown me, or complete rejection. This place just doesn't fit around me well. I've spent the last week fishing and tying up lose ends. Its time for me to go though. I'm excited to go home but i just don't feel all that happy too.
Its really sad to say that i can feel the temptures hand in my life everyday. No matter what i do, say or pray. He is there. After such a wonderful month of blessings and hope filling moments. I've come to this point. At times i can feel the spirit. bu around every corner the evil temptations have been close by. Its really been hard week. hopefully going homefor awhile he'll lose me along the way