most of the time

i feel more than completely invisible. if i had something to say it falls on deaf ears. Like how tonight, how strongly i felt the spirit when the elders were teaching my parents. I could feel more of what has been promised to me come true. tears that normally come out during this time of night aren't there anymore as they have been in the past. they peak from my eyes in a different ways now. for that i am grateful. more than blessed to progress to know i have someone to pray too. instead of being depressed, it feels good to be me.