shade and honey

the past few days have been some what stressful. although i was off monday through thursday. i managed to get this wednesday. playing basketball

i have had much worse. but it stressed me enough because i had to run a pft today. i had promised my buddy i'd help him run his and help out his score for promotion. so i always try to fufill my promises and ran it with him and help him keep a good pace. with a twisted ankle i still ran 3 miles in 23 minutes. i perform well under pressure. tough i wish to be Bear Grylls.
well i wish to have a cool name like Bear Grylls. maybe Dosh Falcon, Rip Jaguar, or Bone Woodsman

besides this nonsense. monday i went to Santee Cooper and was fun for the first few minutes i caught 2 big bass back to back in 10 minutes, and then the fish turned off but i did spend the day on the water which was awesome. i'm so tanned now its insane, skin cancer should be really soon. then i took amber to FHE. and we hung out all day wednesday. its taken years to get to know her but the more i know her the more i love the feeling. for the 2nd time in our history we were alone. it made me happy. the pureness of the moments were very savoring. it was sweet and enjoyable. after laying on a beach talking about our lame lives and staring at each other, i now find myself paying attention to my phone way more than i should. and i know she enjoys being near me. but if there was anymore feelings i have not a clue. as if i cared. i enjoy making her smile and laugh. and laughing at her expense.

May your shade be sweet
And float upon the lakes
Where the sun will be
Made of honey

The stars are dying in my chest
Till I see you again



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