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I'm watching Good Will Hunting which is one of my favorite movies ever. I'm not one to point out when a girl is "hot" or has a big or nice whatever. I've always kept things as modest as possible why i do not know but Minnie Driver is just really beautiful


i wish i was a happier person, after all my life is a joke. i continually make fun of myself and everyone around me. i can complain about the lack of positive things in my life. a lack of friends. a lack of life. or absence of whatever. but I'm tired of that. maybe there are a ton of idiosyncrasies in my life like being sad when all i end up doing is laughing at anything i can find funny. with all the bad i stay positive. or how I'm a recluse and hallow to the world cause that's how my dad is. maybe I'm gloomy because no matter what anyone else sees when they see my mom. she's still a sad person. with only the boys that are in her life to make her happy. that's everything to her even if we never let her do anything she wanted. its cruel but i don't ever call her. just cause it makes me that much sadder to miss someone else when i already miss everyone. if i could just stay away from all that bad things and stay unspotted from the terrible things in the world. in some way i should be
i might have something lying in dormant, supinely. I'm to scared to do anything about it. I'll try not to forget merriment so i won't be a hypocrite about being a cheerful person. if you truly love, you may do what you like. then what you like can not fail to be right




Nathaniel Hawthorne
Happiness in this world, when it comes, comes incidentally. Make it the object of pursuit, and it leads us a wild-goose chase, and is never attained. Follow some other object, and very possibly we may find that we have caught happiness without dreaming of it.

Nathaniel Hawthorne
Happiness is a butterfly, which when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.



James 1
27 Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.

D&C 59
9 And that thou mayest more fully keep thyself unspotted from the world, thou shalt go to the house of prayer and offer up thy sacraments upon my holy day;