Finally forever is over between me and you

finally i've come to the conclusion that i don't care about this thing anymore. i've come to the conclusion that i'll always be desirable of attention from others that will never understand me. that attention i do receive will be not good enough. and in this time in my life this song will most likely hit my feelings of loneliness and longing to not be so alone right on the nose.

Sailing heart-ships thru broken harbors
Out on the waves in the night
Still the searcher must ride the dark horse
Racing alone in his fright.
Tell me why, tell me why

Is it hard to make arrangements with yourself,
When your old enough to repay but young enough to sell?

Tell me lies later, come and see me
Ill be around for a while.
I am lonely but you can free me
All in the way that you smile
Tell me why, tell me why

Is it hard to make arrangements with yourself,
When your old enough to repay but young enough to sell?

Tell me why, tell me why
Tell me why, tell me why

congratulations on paying attention to me long enough to read that i no longer care about this.