Sunday, April 19, 2009

no more

there is just so much negative ugliness in my day to day life. i just can not take it anymore. i'm just broken down. there was so much weight on my shoulders. during these feelings i have had or similar feelings of hurt, guilt, and discomfort it was so hard to humble myself to pray. but did. both times soon after the spirit came into me. it was sweet to the taste. tonight it was felt so profoundly. i know that heavenly father loves me. over the simplest things i know he does. even in my small tortured life i know i'm protected.

this has nothing to do with me

oh crud