you and me

relationships are hard to figure out, while you still are involved emotionally. once that connection is lost they are pretty simple to figure out. lately no matter what i've come to think about any of them, romantic ones, friendships, and family are all just a blur of confusion.

i really don't care it starts. i'm no fan of big extravagant events in relationships. i just want it to happen. to have the mature connection where there is no pressure. where we can just enjoy what time we have. we can laugh about the hard times that we have and will have. our lives will be one long musical numbers. beautifully written of highs and lows. but it will be continuous.
i will admit that i can take perfect care of myself. i can cook i can clean i can arrange my life so i make it by without anyone in my life. except for you. you will be the person that makes all my worries go away and amplify my dreams beyond what i can fathom at this moment. you can just remind me how lucky i am to have you.
we will learn to prepare for the future, and we will hope to be a team. with our charity we will conquer what holds a hearts. most of the preparing will happen holding hands and praying on our knees. our house will reflect and show off a wonderful feelings of the spirit. the spirit of the lord will be filled through out the halls. the saviour will be present and our house will be second only to the temple. there will not just be love but a human factor will be present. where all who have hope and love in their heart will be able to recognize it.
music will play through out the day. wonderful peace will fill to the ceiling. compassion will be shared and respect for every living thing will be recognized.
our family counsels will reflect what our hearts desires. what we lend to one another will be communication. even when i'm constantly joking with you. i will remind you how beautiful you are. how sweet your soul is. how my dreams come true everyday being with you.
she'll find out my idiosyncrasies too. like when i cry about love tears come from my right eye. and when i'm sad about life or another reason thats not a longing of love i cry out of my left.